Just now I watched a Korean movie, doremifasolatido. It was a nice movie with cute actors especially the hero (of coz la kan). Later I realized that the conflict of the story is slightly resembled what I had come across some time ago. It was a very hurtful time. And I feel deep down in my heart I cannot forget it eventhough I am happy now. Just like the lyric of one of the song in the movie, hurting is easier than forgetting. It is true though. I thought when I am happy, I will forget anything that sadden me in the past. But instead when I watched a sad movie (eventhough it has happy ending) or listened to a sad song, the hurtful feeling from back then will lingers on me again (still tears come falling down my cheeks). I guess that is called trauma right?
It is not that I want to keep the sad thing in my memory, I even thought that I have completely forgotten it. I don’t know why it came back to me and I truly don’t want it. In fact I am really grateful of the state I am now and I don’t want the past to bother me anymore. I am completely happy now. Please go away~
P/S: I love all the song in the movie..It’s so sweet~
This is one of my favourite song from NewS – FLY AGAIN. Even from the melody I can feel that it motivates me. So I searched up for the translation and here goes guys~
Itsumo no kaerimichi wo hitori aruki omou yo
Yume ni chikazukete iru kana?
Subete wa umaku ikanai sonna no wakatte iru kedo
Nayami wa kienai ne
Daremo ga mirai ni fuan wo kakae oshiyoseteku jikan ni oware
Kanau ka wakaranai yume akiramesou ni natta toki
Hate shinai sora wo miagete ryoute wo hirogete sakebun da
Mada kienai omoi wo mune ni
Kakujitsu ni fumidaseba itsuka fly again
Yaritai koto ga attara mayowazu ni susume toka
Sonna koto wakatteru sa
Ano hi kawashita yakusoku ima demo oboete iru nara
Koe wo kikasete hoshii
Mienai ookina fuan wo kakae mata semarikuru nanika ni oware
Kanau ka wakaranai yume akiramesou ni natta toki
Hate shinai sora wo miagete ryoute wo hirogete sakebun da
Mada kienai omoi wo mune ni
Kakujitsu ni fumidaseba itsuka fly again
Sou sa nani ga okottemo kimi ga mata tobitatsu koto
Shinji utaitsuzukeru kara
Dakara nani ga okottemo namida ni kureru hibi ga attemo
Ryoute hiroge asu e fly again
Hate shinai sora wo miagete ryoute wo hirogete sakebun da
Mada kienai omoi wo mune ni
Kakujitsu ni fumidaseba itsuka fly again
Translation
Walking home alone, the same way as always, I think
Have I gotten closer to my dream?
I know not everything goes well
But I can’t get rid of this worry
Everyone is carrying around anxiety about the future, pushed for time, under pressure
When you’re not sure if your dreams will come true and you’re about to give up
Look up at the endless sky, hold out your arms and scream
The feeling still isn’t gone
Hold it in your heart, take a decisive step and someday you’ll fly again
“If there’s something you want to do, don’t hesitate, just go for it”
I know stuff like that
If you still remember the promise we made that day
Let me hear your voice
Carrying around a huge anxiety about something you can’t see, something closing in and pushing you up against a wall
When you’re not sure if your dreams will come true and you’re about to give up
Look up at the endless sky, hold out your arms and scream
The feeling still isn’t gone
Hold it in your heart, take a decisive step and someday you’ll fly again
Yeah, no matter what happens, I’ll keep singing, keep believing
That you’ll fly again
So no matter what happens, even if there are days when you cry your heart out
Spread your arms and fly again, to tomorrow
Look up at the endless sky, hold out your arms and scream
The feeling still isn’t gone
Hold it in your heart, take a decisive step and someday you’ll fly again
For sure sometimes you forgot to lock your car after you get out of it or you forgot to bring your key along when you are rushing to class or work. We cannot deny that these things happened due to our weak spot. But this weakness can really be disastrous when it happens in a very vital situation.
This had happened to me when I bought flight tickets for Eid holiday. Only four flights are available between Johor Bahru and Kota Kinabalu, morning and night for both ways. My intention was to buy night ticket to JB and morning ticket to KK from JB, and I was very sure of it. A day before my flight, I had a very weird feeling deep down in my heart that something is wrong. Thus I checked my itinerary and guess what? My flight to JB is in the morning. I was so glad that I have the instinct to check it beforehand. Just imagine if I go to the airport in the evening to discover that I miss my flight that is supposed to be in the morning of the same day. Surely it will be ‘nasi telah menjadi bubur’.
And it was so stupid of me to just check about my flight to JB but not my flight to KK too. I have the same instinct last two days (28th of September). As I checked it again to realize that I was wrong all this while. My KK flight was actually at night instead of morning. Thank god that he made me feel uneasy in ahead of time. What if I was so damn sure that my flight is in the morning, and I will cause my father not to go to work or be late for work yesterday just to find out that I carelessly didn’t checked the time of my flight in advance and during the ticket-buying. So people, please consider rechecking whatever is important before the event or before it happens. Sometimes when we are too sure is when we are very wrong (like in my case).
And I was disappointed with airasia yesterday. My itinerary said that my flight is 6.20pm so it’s normal to arrive at the airport at 5pm right? It was odd to see that there is no counter open for flight to KK. So I ask the kakak who’s working at the Kuching’s counter. And she told me that the flight was already been rescheduled at 9.15pm, which is 4 hours later! No notification whatsoever. No email or text message to inform me about it. What they care to email me is their advertisements. Can you feel what I felt at that time? It was so frustrating. I feel sorry for my parents who had sent me to the airport. They were so tired after working and had no time to take a rest after coming back from work (except time to eat and pray). And then they had to wait with me till 9pm. This is a disappointment.
As I was sweeping the kitchen floor last four days (saje nak tunjok rajen to my parents), I heard noises from cat cages at the back. I thought that my cats got into some fight or somewhat. As I open the back door, guess what?! EAGLE IN DA HOUSE!! An eagle was struggling against the big cage to get my kitten. I was so shocked. The eagle is black in colour and it is as big as rooster (ayam kampung) with wide wing-spread. At first I was confused whether it was an eagle or a crow. As it saw me, it flew through the fence (pagar mata punai) but unfortunately its foot stuck between the fences’ holes. I shouted calling for my dad and my brother. Then my dad and my brother, fauzan@pau2, caught it and put it in our empty cat cage. I was so excited to see an eagle this close. Then I noticed that its claw is as long as my pinkie finger (jari kelingking). I can imagine how it tears meat apart. Ouch!!
The wings are so wide-no wonder they can fly high
Look at the beak
At my old house, dogs seem to be the predator for my cats. Its already 7 cats died between their teeth. Sadly all were long-furs. And now in my new house (just moved in Ramadhan), eagle going to be the new predator for my cuties. Where on earth will there be no-cat-predator?
