Follow-up Sequel~

It’s almost 2 years since the last post. I really have to get this blog going as I’m the one created it. So much has happened for this last two years. I wrote the last post when I’m in my final year, preparing my final year project and for final exam.

Life goes on and here I am now, working my butt off to receive a salary at the end of every month. Still learning on how to manage my own life and trying my best not to depend on people.

I think I have changed, a lot. People do change right? There are always pros and cons in everything, as do this change. For me, change is a necessity to survive as it is an evidence of adaptation to the surrounding world. Good or bad, this is who I am now and I’m happy with it~

Hurting is easier than Forgetting

Just now I watched a Korean movie, doremifasolatido. It was a nice movie with cute actors especially the hero (of coz la kan). Later I realized that the conflict of the story is slightly resembled what I had come across some time ago. It was a very hurtful time. And I feel deep down in my heart I cannot forget it eventhough I am happy now. Just like the lyric of one of the song in the movie, hurting is easier than forgetting. It is true though. I thought when I am happy, I will forget anything that sadden me in the past. But instead when I watched a sad movie (eventhough it has happy ending) or listened to a sad song, the hurtful feeling from back then will lingers on me again (still tears come falling down my cheeks). I guess that is called trauma right?

It is not that I want to keep the sad thing in my memory, I even thought that I have completely forgotten it. I don’t know why it came back to me and I truly don’t want it. In fact I am really grateful of the state I am now and I don’t want the past to bother me anymore. I am completely happy now. Please go away~

P/S: I love all the song in the movie..It’s so sweet~

PredatoR!!

As I was sweeping the kitchen floor last four days (saje nak tunjok rajen to my parents), I heard noises from cat cages at the back. I thought that my cats got into some fight or somewhat. As I open the back door, guess what?! EAGLE IN DA HOUSE!! An eagle was struggling against the big cage to get my kitten. I was so shocked. The eagle is black in colour and it is as big as rooster (ayam kampung) with wide wing-spread. At first I was confused whether it was an eagle or a crow. As it saw me, it flew through the fence (pagar mata punai) but unfortunately its foot stuck between the fences’ holes. I shouted calling for my dad and my brother. Then my dad and my brother, fauzan@pau2, caught it and put it in our empty cat cage. I was so excited to see an eagle this close. Then I noticed that its claw is as long as my pinkie finger (jari kelingking). I can imagine how it tears meat apart. Ouch!!

The wings are so wide-no wonder they can fly high

Look at the beak

At my old house, dogs seem to be the predator for my cats. Its already 7 cats died between their teeth. Sadly all were long-furs. And now in my new house (just moved in Ramadhan), eagle going to be the new predator for my cuties. Where on earth will there be no-cat-predator?