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Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Star of Mine

Dearest my star,

You are shining brilliantly there

Illuminating the darkness in me

Please stay by my side

Or I will not survive this dark fight

My dear star,

I’m sinking deep in this loneliness

Please reach out your hand

And lighten my life once again

I was lost without you

Under this very starry night,

I’m still trying to reach out for you

But you are beyond my grasp

Maybe I’m not fit for you at all

I just have to strive for this solitary life

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Love (my definition) = I don't Know

What is love?

Love is when you have the feeling of wanting to believe in someone unconditionally, with no reason, and having a mutual respect.

When did I know that I have fallen in love with you?

I don’t know. Suddenly it’s there. All of a sudden my heart skips a beat.

Why did I fall in love with you?

I really don’t know this one. Maybe chemistry (people always say that)? It’s that what we call unconditional love?

How did I fall in love?

Emmmm…frankly, I don’t know. It’s not like you are in front of me and I fall in love in the first sight. We were never on the same boat before. I truly do not understand how.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

.......Call Rejected

Who is he calling?

Till has to reject my calls

Is she more important than I am?

Are you playing with the fire again?

I’d say, if you do

I wouldn’t save you this time

I’ll watch it burn you alive

And I’ll suffer no more

Monday, December 28, 2009

2nd Semester of the Final Year

The second and also the last semester of my studies in UMS has started today with petroleum processing class. Hope i can do well this semester and that includes my final year project too - designing bioreactors. Amin. i really have to maintain and furthermore improve my cgpa. These are my subject for this semester:-
  • Petroleum Processing
  • Solid Waste Management
  • Safety and .... (Keselamatan dan Penghindaran Kehilangan)<- Don't know how to translate
  • Project II
  • Plant Design II

GANBARIMASU!!! And also GOOD LUCK everyone~

Sudah Jatuh Ditimpa Tangga

I was having a number of bad luck lately. Such a terrible thing to say but it's true. Firstly, my laptop broke down. After a while, the one repairing it said that it's a hardware problem - hardware corrupted/hypersensitive something (i overheard the conversation with my dad so i don't really know what the problem was). OMG!!! What am i going to do? I heard the news in the morning of the day i was taking off to Sabah. Can you imagine how miserable i am? Fortunately, my dad has his old laptop which he doesn't use anymore. Thank you Abah. but seriously, will you feel comfortable using other's thing? eventhough it's your dad's? believe me, i felt that way too. it's like i don't have freedom to change anything inside. but still i used it. for awhile, i thought that my problem was solved. sadly, a few days back, the laptop got broken. iwas so damn depressed. Am i magnet of bad luck? How could i get my final year project done? then my father calls and bring the news that my laptop is already repaired. Really thank you to the one who repaired my laptop. You are the silver lining of my grey clouds. but there is still a misery of the risk of having it posted here. is it really ok to post a laptop? will it be save?